Re: sleep deprivation

I don't know what is happening to me. I am constantly tired. Just want to go to sleep. I am not sure whether it's the cause of sleep deprivation or it's just the mechanism of trying to avoid study. But I find out that I love my sleep too much, I can't go on like this for too long. I love sleeping!

I feel happy when I can sleep, sleep and sleep.

Re: kayaking

Have you ever tried sea kayaking? It's quite fun! I've done it once when I was in Queensland. May be we can try it when you come over to Australia. Pretty simply and you will enjoy it....I think.

I feel happy when I can go out with Kam Sau.

Re: living in a small place

Hong Kong is a pretty small place, and Australia is also getting more and more crowd. May be we can design products just for small places. Right after I came up with this idea, I realised that this kind of companies are every where. But I guess it's more doable nowadays compared to before because everything can be digitalised now. Papers can be scanned into computers, we don't need pens and paper any more, no more books, no more dvd players or VCR, TVs are getting flatter. I wouldn't like to live in a small place but if I have to, I will digitalise everything.

I feel happy when I carry less and less with me.

Re: Long Hair

Thanks to Long Hair. I found a new way to express and unleash my anger. Next time if someone offends me, I will take the person's photo and put it on the floor then throw eggs at the photo. I probably will feel a lot better afterwards.

I feel happy when I find a way to unleash my anger.

Re Death

Everyone dies. Death makes life fair. Wealth, talent, beauty do not except you from it. It will come when it wants to come. No one can stop it. One can beg. One can scream. But it will never go away.

Last week, Steve Jobs passed away at the age of 56. A relatively young age to die as the average life span in America is closed to 80. Again, he reminded me what is important in life. If I am going to die tomorrow (that's always a possibility), will I live my day like this?

I feel happy when I can say yes to this question.

Re: perseverance

I have to fight till the end. Never give up. Just like how I fight in Judo. Fight till the last minute, never give up.

I feel happy when I can fight till the last minute doesn't matter whether I win or not.

Re: Naan

Look at this Naan bread. Looks delicious. I will try to make this when you come around. I think this will go well with curry. Red curry, green curry, yellow curry, Japanese curry, Indian curry. So many different types of curry!

I am happy when I can make a perfect savoury pancake.

Re: Potato chips

These days I am eating so many chips. Study is a boring process and I like to eat when I am studying. So most of the time, I am eating when I am studying. It's not because I am hungry. I guess I have something to do while I am studying. Jes..it's a really bad habit. I think I am going to get very fat after the exam. So be prepared, Kam Sau. Eating is also such a distraction from studying. I can't concentrate on studying any more. God helps me.

I feel happy when I can concentrate on studying.

Re: Studying/reading?

In med school, no doctors called studying studying any more. They call it reading. Probably studying sounds too painful and reading sounds a lot more soothing and effortless. Students often read and read and read till we don't know what we are reading. People reading books bigger than their heads (figuratively and literally). They have lost the point. But students like me who only know a little bit of everything probably do well in the exam but may have also lost the point. It's hard to just obtain adequate knowledge for the exam. I am still struggling to find the thin line that separates studying too much and studying too little.

I feel happy when I have mastered the art of studying.

Re: Verbal communication

Verbal communication can cause so much damage. Sometimes I think if we all can't talk may be it's a good thing. Nothing is more damaging than a verbal abuse. We can do so much good but at the same time so much bad with what we said. Every word I said have to be well thought. I think may be that's the reason why I am speaking less and less at the hospital. 

I am happy when I can master the art of verbal communication. 

Re: Hot shower

It is like heaven to have a hot shower after intense exercise. After Judo, I like to have a hot shower at home. It is very refreshing and after the shower, I don't feel tired any more.

I feel happy when I can have a hot shower.

Re: Dependent personality disorder

This photo definitely reminds me of michael. He's like a person who has a handcuff on my wrist and follow me wherever I go. I really like to turn around and shoot him and tell him please leave me alone.

I am happy when Michael can leave me alone.