Re: Apology

Kam Sau, sorry. I have been busy at the moment.  But everything will be back to normal after the interview.

I feel happy when I don't have to interview anymore!

Re: Drop something

This picture reminds me of what happened to you last night. You dropped your phone in the gap between the wall and the bed. The funniest thing was when your mum said, "of course we need to pick it up, are you thinking of buying a new phone?" Absolutely gold.

I am happy when you have your phone back.

Airport

Hong Kong airport

I feel happy when I see Kam Sau at the airport.

Re: preparation

How long does it take to prepare for a 15 minutes of interview? I don't really know but what I know is I am under prepared. I am not ready. I am not undermining myself. I think it takes a long time to summarise all your strengths, weaknesses and experiences. There are many questions that they can ask. Although I have written up some answers to some of the questions, I don't think the answers include all my strengths. Thinking back I have quite a lot of work experiences but I just don't know how to present them. I worked overseas, I worked as a rehabilitation provider, I worked at public sector, private sector, nursing home. I have published paper. I have distinction in medical school.

Kam Sau, do you know how much it took me to prepare for a one day exam? One year and I took 3 months off just to study.

I think I will need at least 3 weeks to prepare for this interview but now it's too late. Only can do what I can do now. I just don't have a good feeling when I am under prepared.

I feel happy when I am well prepared for an interview.

Negative energy

I think there is a lot of negative energy around us at the moment. You are busy at work. I am busy preparing the interview and working full time. I hope this will go away soon. And you will stop crying.

I feel happy when there is no more negative energy!

Re: Killer Whale

My friend saw a Killer Whale off the beach today. How coo is that!!! I bet they must taste good. Just kidding. There must be a lot of food around that area. I want to be see them kill something, a bird, a seal, fish. That will be so cool to watch. I hope you are having a great night with your friends. I finished my report this afternoon. Now I just have to review it. I still have one more report to go after that I will be free of reports and I only have to concentrate on passing this year by intense studying.

I feel happy when I see a killer whale.

Re: Discipline

Discipline is one of the keys to success such as waking up at certain time in the morning and going through certain routines everyday etc. It is not easy but it is the key to success. I bet you heard of a composer Carl Czerny when you were learning piano. He is an Austrian pianist who wrote series of piano exercises called "The school of velocity". Students suppose to practise it for at least one hour per day in order to perfect their techniques. I have never done it so may be that's why I am not a pianist. Haha......

My point is after thousands of repetitions, people will finally master those techniques. At that point, people will feel genuinely happy.

Re: Openrice

Openrice 咁好用, 一揾到d好食的地方, 就開心了.

Re: job application

God help me with my job application. After submitting all the applications, there is nothing I can do now. Everything rests upon the hospital administration team. I hope they over look my spelling mistakes, grammatical mistakes, my ignorance, my weaknesses...and the list goes on. I hope one day I can get a job I actually love.  A position that I actually want. A place where I can learn and thrive. Not a place where no one wants to be. A place where people hate. A place where the pay is shit. A place where I can't use what I learn. This is proven to be difficult. I have decided my first priority after my graduation is to pass the exams. I need to pass all the exams quickly. Only by passing the exams then I will have the qualifications. I need to have as many qualifications as possible. Life is getting tougher and tougher. Will I survive?

I feel happy when I can survive.

Job application

All of a sudden there are so many different job applications. This looks like a life transition for most people but 10 years later we look back. This is like a drop of water in an ocean. The physio job I am doing tomorrow is only for money. I hope they don't work me too hard. Pay me on time and I will be happy. Not a lot of money but it is definitely better than nothing. The job interview is at 9 a.m. tomorrow morning. I think they are going to get me to work straight away. I am going to stand my ground and tell him that I will leave before lunch. I think it's reasonable since I am not getting paid.

I feel happy when all the job application is over.

Re: Stress

Stress is everywhere. Everyday I wake up there is stress. I need to go to work on time, need to wash my laundry, need to have breakfast, need to cook and the list goes on and on and on. I try to find enjoyment in everything I do. It is not always possible but as long as you see it as a learning process, an experience where it can make you become a better person. Life is full of suffering. We can't let small things get to us. Doesn't matter under what sort of situation, we must find happiness in life. Otherwise living is not worthwhile.

I feel happy when I can live a happy life.